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Podcast Season & 2025 Year Reflection: Double Episode Feature and Journal Exploration

In this two-part reflective episode of the Eclipse Evolution podcast, host Savannah Rose looks back on her journey through 2025, sharing honest insights on personal growth, creativity, and self-evolution. She reflects on the remarkable expansion of the podcast, the lessons learned through relationships, and the ongoing practice of self-love, boundary-setting, and vulnerability.


Across both parts, Savannah explores guided journal prompts as tools for deeper self-reflection, discusses the importance of listening to the body as a source of wisdom, and unpacks the non-negotiable values that have shaped her year. She speaks candidly about healing, courage, and confidence, while also honoring the creative process that has fueled her work.


As the episode unfolds, Savannah looks ahead to 2026 with intention—grounded in authenticity, purpose, and continued growth—inviting listeners to reflect on their own evolution alongside her.



Journal Prompts/Episode Questions:


Follow along with Savannah or answer on your own time!


Beginning of Episode Part One:


🌿 The Big Picture


  1. If 2025 were a chapter in a book, what would you title it?

  2. What surprised me most about who I became this year?

  3. What did 2025 ask me to let go of—even if I resisted at first?

  4. What am I proud of myself for surviving?

  5. Where did I outgrow my old self?


🪞 Self-Relationship & Identity


  1. How did my relationship with myself change this year?

  2. In what moments did I abandon myself—and why?

  3. When did I show up for myself in ways I never had before?

  4. What parts of me feel stronger now? Softer? Wiser?

  5. What did I learn about my boundaries in 2025?


❤️ Love, Relationships & Connection


  1. What relationships nourished me this year? Which drained me?

  2. What patterns in love became clearer to me?

  3. How did I grow emotionally in my closest relationships?

  4. What conversations changed me?

  5. What kind of love did I finally stop settling for?


🔥 Power, Confidence & Voice


  1. When did I feel most powerful this year?

  2. Where did I dim myself—and where did I refuse to?

  3. How did my confidence evolve?

  4. What fears did I face, even quietly?

  5. What does my courage look like now compared to January?


🌊 Shadow, Healing & Lessons


  1. What wounds asked for my attention in 2025?

  2. What did my triggers teach me?

  3. Where did I repeat old cycles—and where did I finally break them?

  4. What truths was I forced to confront?

  5. What am I still healing, without rushing myself?


End of Episode Part One; Questions 26+ in Episode Part Two

🌸 Creativity, Purpose & Expression


  1. How did my creativity shift this year?

  2. When did I feel most aligned with my purpose?

  3. What did I create that felt soul-led?

  4. What blocked my expression—and what freed it?

  5. How did my relationship to rest affect my creativity?


🏡 Home, Body & Daily Life


  1. How did my body speak to me this year?

  2. What habits supported me most?

  3. What environments helped me feel safe and inspired?

  4. Where did I learn to slow down?

  5. How did I care for myself when life felt heavy?


🧭 Growth, Values & Integrity


  1. What values became non-negotiable for me in 2025?

  2. Where did I choose integrity over comfort?

  3. How did I redefine success?

  4. What did I stop chasing?

  5. What lessons do I want to carry forward?


✨ Closing the Year (Ritual-Style)


  1. What am I ready to release from 2025?

  2. What energy am I grateful for?

  3. What version of myself am I honoring goodbye?

  4. What do I forgive myself for?

  5. What intention do I gently plant for 2026?



Stay Connected with Savannah Rose

Savannah's Instagram: ⁠⁠@the_savannahrose⁠⁠


Below are the companion videos, timestamps, full transcript, and also available streaming platforms.


Thanks for listening!



Chapters:


Part One:

00:00 Season Reflection and Growth

13:21 The Year of Love

39:46 Self-Relationship and Identity

48:29 Advocacy and Self-Representation

56:57 Setting Boundaries and Self-Care

01:07:01 Releasing Old Patterns in Love

01:14:25 Facing Fears and Building Courage


Part Two:

00:00 Introduction and Overview of the Podcast

08:16 Aligning with Purpose through Personal Retreats

16:31 Overcoming Self-Censorship and Finding Freedom

20:52 The Importance of Rest in the Creative Process

28:55 Creating Safe and Inspiring Environments

33:41 Embracing the Slow Lane

41:05 Integrity Over Comfort

47:43 Letting Go of External Validation

52:11 Carrying Forward Lessons Learned

59:00 Intentions for the Future

01:00:19 Reflecting on the Past Year

01:02:18 Looking Forward to 2026


Podcast Streaming Platforms:




Companion Videos:




Transcripts:


Part One:

Savannah Rose (00:01.24)

Hello and welcome to the Eclipse Evolution podcast. I'm your hostess Savannah Rose. My co-host is Cuddly One. He's here with me today. If you can see him as my orange guy. We're very, very grateful to join you today for the last episode of this season, episode 18, I believe. This is my third year doing this podcast. So it's the third season. I just go by years, by the way. But either way, I'm very grateful to be closing out.


this 2025 calendar year with you all. It's been such a remarkable year of growth. We're going to get into all the things that have changed during this episode. There's been so much and just so many positives, so much stuff that's unexpected. Just so many manifestations coming true, as well as like some challenges that I've grown through.


So as life presents, right? And I'm also going to be including in the description and also the blog post of this episode on my website eclipseevolution.com the following journal prompts that I will be sharing with you in real time. I haven't even looked at them yet, but I just used AI to conjure up some journal prompts just given the themes that I wanted to reflect on.


And so I'll be looking at those and reviewing them with you all live in this podcast episode as another way to just process this year and share about this year. Cause I feel like there's just been so much. And so if you would like to follow along and journal with me, you're welcome to go prompt at a time and pause. In journal we can process together or you can watch me do it on your own time, but either way, just know that


those journal prompts are going to be available for your own exploration as well. So please let me know if you like that format. It's something that I just wanted to try out for this video because honestly, as much as I've loved how this podcast has grown globally, I want to say my Spotify wrapped statistic was 999 % growth this year.


Savannah Rose (02:23.085)

Crazy, I mean first of all, I love the angel number, that's fun. But just, oh my gosh, almost 1000 % growth is crazy to me. And it's just been such a gift, such an adventure. I've just loved all the connections that I've made with everyone that I've interviewed this year. Just made some good friends out of it too, which has been really nice. But when I started this podcast, it was something that helped me process my own life and share what I was going through.


and barely find my voice in a lot of ways. And I feel like as much as I've loved having guests, and I did so many guests this year, I mean, just this season, this year of this podcast was the most episodes I've ever done since its creation. So that was a lot, but I just wanted to kind of do a homecoming for this episode and do more of that personal one-on-one, you and me chatting format again, because I haven't done that in a minute.


So that's what we're going to be getting into today. And if you might notice, if you're tuning in visually, that I have a bit of an upgrade studio wise. My now fiance, that's update number one. My fiance gifted me with a MacBook for my Christmas gift this year, one of my Christmas gifts. I was blindsided because if y'all knew, maybe from like my Instagram stories or something that


I was operating with just like a Microsoft Surface Pro for a long time, which is basically a tablet. I mean, it got the job done. I wrote my first and second book on it. I started my podcast with that tablet. I did a lot of college with that thing, so it definitely served me well for the time being. But the screen was really messed up. It was really cracked because of, ironically enough, this.


cuddly guy, he knocked it over and cracked it. Not on purpose, of course, I forgive him. But yeah, the screen was messed up. like seeing stuff on the screen got, it was getting pretty challenging. And then also just like the camera quality. mean, again, it served its purpose. It served that era, but it feels like such great divine timing that I have this amazing piece of machinery that is for professional use.


Savannah Rose (04:47.788)

And as I grow in my own professional career and creative projects, having the resources that accommodate that and promote that. So I'm very grateful for my fiance for that and just grateful to use my fiance in general. I'm so happy about that. Cause if y'all have been watching my podcast for the past few years, you may know that I was in a very abusive relationship.


when I started this podcast and a lot of the episodes were like helping me process that breakup. And it's just been like the past few years, like a complete 180. And I mean, at the risk of like a comparison, I never liked to do that, but just for demonstration sake, just the stark contrast, again, 180 that this relationship has been for me and


It's definitely been just the highlight of my year as we've grown together as a couple and I've learned so much about myself and experienced so much healing myself. And I think the healing that I did last year before I met him was imperative to meet and embrace that relationship and that person where we were both at at the time. But just the way that we've been able to support each other's growth this year and


to step more fully into the people that we really are at a core and not operating from survival mode anymore, but really being healed people, healing each other, healing ourselves, and then showing up in that way in the world and with each other. It's just been a really special, special thing and one of the highlights of this year. again, it's been a lot of growth. There's been some challenging moments that I've had to


confront and come up against like with my own patterns or maybe beliefs that I was holding on to like I know I had to work through a lot of jealousy and insecurity that were because of wounds having like survived infidelity in my previous relationship that was toxic even though I did a lot of healing.


Savannah Rose (07:09.14)

just the intimacy and the trust and sharing my heart with someone fully again. That was definitely like a challenge for me to come up against it, to heal and to take care of myself and have those open conversations with him about how I was feeling and what I've experienced and letting him hold me through that. And also like holding myself both gently and accountable. So that's just an example of one of the things that


was a growth edge this year, just with the healing process. And of course, as healing goes, it's never linear, and I'm sure more will come down the road. But just like so much was accomplished, I feel like, this year. And then like in my career, would say taking a bit of a shift with that. I mean, I still do my client work, which I love, and I started hosting.


Retreats like private one-on-one retreats, which I love really special really really special But also like moving more into the I call it like offstage role where it's it's not like me one-on-one But more of like my own self-expression. So just like more content creation creating my pet page For all my pet videos because that's just it just brings me so much joy


Savannah Rose (09:06.222)

and opportunities and some really cool collaborations that are about to be released coming up pretty soon here in the new year. So it's just been really cool to expand while also maintaining my own projects and having them develop their own heartbeat and or change of pace as well. Like my magazine, I haven't released volume three yet of that, but just diving more into like the


creation side like the photography side and and giving that more of its own heartbeat as well as reviving its podcast too, so It's been a lot of expansion a lot of nurturing what has been existing and I'm just excited for what's gonna shake out like the unknown too because there's a Lot coming up. I think with this next year like releasing my new book, which I'll tell you all more about in


probably do a specific podcast episode about as well once it's getting closer to release but I've been working a lot on that new book. sorry, there's like hair everywhere from this little orange guy. My new book, really focusing on the release of that in the new year. And that has been a huge process, one that I admittedly was putting off for a while because I think it...


was just bringing up so much emotion that I wasn't really ready to face. Because there was like a lot of processing of my past. And I was definitely, again, like this concept of healing not being linear. was coming face to face with that because there was so much emotion that I was having to process in writing that, like the first pieces of that book that...


I wanted so badly to be done with and wanted to be moved on from. And so writing it felt like I was having to put myself back in that place. But really, it was always inside me. It was there. It was affecting me. And I needed to just admit to myself, like, I need to get this out. I need to get this out so I can just be done with it.


Savannah Rose (11:24.166)

and not shaming myself for still having anger about things or sadness about things or whatever the case may be. Those meta-emotion concepts definitely were coming up for me with that. And then using it also as this tool of manifestation of what do I want to intentionally sow. I didn't want it to just be this memoir of venting or memoir of releasing


poison that I had been carrying. But I wanted it to be something too of like, what do I want to become with this? what is this acting as a vessel for with my own self development and identity and stepping into and walking into this best version of myself and allowing that to be in combination with the


expulsion of the toxicity that was in my body. me while I take a little sip of my cacao. I haven't had cacao in months. I finally ordered some. This is the Guatemalan cacao. I don't normally get cacao from Indonesia, but this cacao is Guatemalan and oh, it's so good.


Mmm. yum. So good. Anyways, without further ado, I want to jump into the journal prompts together because I think that's just going to be so much fun. Okay, so the areas of focus for the journal prompts are the big picture, self-relationship and identity, love relationships and connection, power, confidence, and voice.


shadow healing and lessons, creativity, purpose and expression, home body and daily life, growth values and integrity, and then closing the year. So there's a lot of questions. might, so yeah, there's like 45 questions. We'll see how the flow feels. So that way.


Savannah Rose (13:45.102)

If it's like super long, might make a part two. We'll just see how it goes. But then some of these might not take that long to answer. anyways, let's start with the big picture. Okay, are you ready? I'm going to take one more sip of Mecca Cow. And if you want to follow along, get your journal and pen ready.


Savannah Rose (14:02.855)

Okay, in 2025, were a chapter in a book, what would you title it?


Savannah Rose (14:14.279)

Hmm, what would I title 2025? I feel like 2025 would be the year of love. I just feel like that makes sense because last year definitely contained a lot of love, but it was more like platonic self-love, familial love. But this was the year of like learning a whole new definition of what love is, like romantically for me with my fiance.


I'm going to be annoying about it. just, how pretty it is. It's so bright. And just feeling like, like my heart was cracked wide open in the best way. Like I feel like I was able to shed so much fear and shed so much armor that I've been carrying for a long time. Like some of it for a few years, some of it for probably my whole life. And so I feel like this was just the year of


love and not just romantically but I definitely think like falling more in love with myself too and finding ways to make love an action word with myself because I feel like it was something that I guess like intellectually had like a conceptual of of yeah I love myself but then like making more practices and learning like where I needed to improve on


strengthening that self-love. And just like self-love with, or sorry, just love with family and creating a whole new definition of family, because with my fiance and I, just this sense of family that we've developed and our home life and the domestic bliss that we have, it's remarkable. I didn't know if I could ever enjoy living with someone.


I never knew if I would like that or not, because all the experiences I've had living with people, whether it was like, like past partner or roommates or even siblings or whatever, like I did not like it. I hated it, to be honest. It was just always so stressful. But having like my partner be as supportive and in tune and conscious as me and it's...


Savannah Rose (16:39.91)

like home is really like our sanctuary that we get to share together and it's so special and so sacred and then just the love that we share with all of our babies because we have five cats together now and our dog as well as our other little babies as well like our frogs and birds and snails so because I had three cats he had a cat and then we got another kitten together


So just the sense of family that we share has been really special. And just like feeling that love and then feeling excited for the love and sense of family that we're going to create together down the road as well is really exciting. just that's just I think another thing too that's like really like cracked my heart open in the best way is like, I can have.


this. Like this is something I've always wanted. Like the happy family life. And just never knew I was ever gonna get it. Like I think I knew because I was... that's kind of what helped me drive my decision making and I manifesting the perfect partner. But I think there was always this part of me that was like a little detached of like if it doesn't happen that's okay because


I think just given my life experiences and upbringing and everything, I just didn't know if that was possible. It just kind of felt like a dream. But now that we're making it a reality, it's like, whoa. I could be emotional just thinking about it because it's like...


It just makes my heart so happy. And then just like the sense of family and love that I feel with his family because I haven't really had that level of closeness with a partner's family before where I feel like this very maternal support from his mom and a deep connection with her and even like with my partner's son. I still am not used to fiance, my fiance's son, like feeling that.


Savannah Rose (18:54.018)

that maternal side in me coming out and learning what it means to be a bonus mom, learning what that role is going to look like for me. And then his dad is wonderful and his brother and so forth. just feeling this deep love and family and just creating a whole new definition of what that is and looks like and feels like has been huge on top of the romantic love that we experience so deeply.


on a daily basis, it's just, wow, it's just a dream come true. So all that to say, if 2025 were a chapter, it'd be the chapter of love because, and like the seed of love too, because I feel like.


Savannah Rose (19:43.374)

We really nourished this love and it's so deep now and it's been deep for a while but it just continues to get deeper day and day and day and that's just been such a beautiful thing to nurture throughout this year so yay! love it. Okay, what surprised me most about who I became this year? That's our next question. So question two.


What surprised me most about who I became this year? Okay, I laugh because this year I feel like... So I've shared a little bit on my social media about the Empress archetype, like the Empress tarot card and how I've been really studying that archetype and studying the energy and the concepts and applying them to real life and that's been part of my self love journey too.


And so really realizing that it was less work than it needed to be and kind of realizing that I kind of already am in my own way the embodiment of the Empress and how I see her. Because it could look totally different for someone else. But in how I see the Empress, seeing that I really am her, me, the Empress me at my core and just letting that...


show up more has been really cool and I think just becoming more of like Savannah the Empress and I giggle because it feels like it tickles like the little girl in me where it's like I like a princess or like a queen but but really like and holding myself to that regard of of power and dignity and honor and wisdom and also like the creature comforts because like the Empress represents someone who


is like abundant and takes care of people and is relaxed and knows her worth and


Savannah Rose (21:56.258)

all those different kinds of things and really studying that archetype and honoring those areas in my own life. And I'm smiling and giggling a little bit because I remember having this moment, I think it was right around my birthday, where I was like, wow, I really am that bitch. I think it's just funny to say it out loud because...


like not to sound conceited by any means but just like celebrating who I am and like the authenticity of like wow I really don't I'm not trying to be like anyone else I'm not trying to be like perfect either I'm just embracing myself more and honoring myself more and that just naturally like makes me that bitch because I'm I'm the only me there is and like celebrating that has been really cool just with how it's attracted


the right people and things into my life. It definitely comes with like a double edged sword because I've had to learn some detachment with like people who can't appreciate who I really am or maybe were more comfortable with me when I was like staying smaller or shrinking to like not ruffle feathers or whatever it is. having to say goodbye to some connections has been a tough reality of that.


But overall, it's worth it and I'm just so grateful that, again, that my fiance is my emperor. I mean, he's my equal. He's right there on the same level as me and just together it really does feel like we're building this empire and it's just so special. So that's the thing that surprised me about who I became was just really becoming this empress archetype in my own way.


um and remembering I say remembering because it's like it's always been there but it's just allowing myself to show up like as that bitch it's been fun that's just how it is um okay oh well we kind of already touched upon this but what this is the next question question three what did 2025 ask me to let go of even if I resisted at first okay


Savannah Rose (24:21.505)

2025 asked me to let go of jealousy and insecurity. And these things were rooted in wounds. They were rooted in me not being connected to my Empress self. They were rooted in wounds of comparison. They were rooted in wounds of my own tendency sometimes to project.


And so that was I think one of my biggest challenges and successes this year was letting that kind of stuff go. And because I would say, so for those of y'all who are into astrology, I'm a Scorpio Venus. It's great and it's also really challenging because we're known for being like very passionate and intense and all in and devoted and sexy and sensual.


And we're also possessive as hell. We're all so jealous. And that was like this shadow side of myself that I had to accept and also let go of and let go of patterns that like in the past that might have wanted to show up because of that jealousy or that insecurity and not wanting to invite that into my


relationship. Like even though I was just feeling it or even if it felt like that survival mode was triggered, knowing like that the energy is so important to focus on and that like those old patterns do not need to be invited into this new relationship. And so that was something that I really had to take a look at within myself and be honest about and talk to my partner about too. Like I remember


like telling him a few times, like, I'm not proud of this, but like, I was having this thought and this fear and like, I wanted to do this and I got myself, but I'm just telling you so I can like, get it out of my body and just being vulnerable in that way. And it was definitely hard to like, I would say like, look at those parts of myself that I found like,


Savannah Rose (26:44.928)

ugly essentially or I was afraid to talk about it it would make me, I felt like it would make me weak or undesirable or something and just letting that be out for just what it was, just thoughts or feelings or wounds and it's not who I was or something I was destined to carry. And of course I still have moments that I need to like...


practice my grounding skills, but overall I feel very grateful that I've been able to put that stuff to rest and just exhale and breathe and feel good about myself, but also feel really good about the partnership that I'm in and the relationship that we have and just the deep trust that we have that I haven't really ever been able to experience before. And it's just so special and...


worth protecting and sometimes I'm to protect it from myself. So all that to say I needed to let go of that and I really needed to let go also this year this fear of being seen which sounds kind of silly because I've been doing this podcast for a while I have no issues with like public speaking and I think just with the more and more I was doing content creation just like getting my in my head I got fuzz on my face.


It's just um just getting more and more in my head about certain things and like oh should I make this because it's trend or should I make this because it'll get more view and just being like I just want to make what I want to make when I want to make it if I need to take a few days off I'm gonna take a few days off if I want if I'm like really rolling you want to make something right away. I'm gonna do it so Still gonna get this buzz on my nose um So just letting myself do that


and move at my own pace and not like judging myself for that, but also again, like the fear of being seen.


Savannah Rose (28:43.967)

this cacao is... It's everything. It's everything I needed. But yeah, this fear of being seen and because like with wanting more success and abundance also kind of means like putting myself out there more and also just like as I've been moving more and more into like the...


I guess you'd say like performance world with my fiance, because that's part of his career. Feeling some like anxiety with that and like meeting all these new people and not wanting to be perceived as like, I'm just like the band wife or whatever. And that was kind of bothering me for a little bit. Like I'm, I'm talented in my own way and, and I'm talented musically too. just haven't put that out here yet. So.


Maybe I'll do that in 2026, we'll see. But yeah, so just all those different kinds of things like this fear of being seen, like a fear being perceived, and just really learning to let that go and not, again, like letting my projections influence me, and also even in vibes that I get from people letting that influence me, just staying grounded, again, in my Empress truth and worth.


It's been such a grounding technique. So it's just being grounded in that. And then I think letting go of connections, again, with people who were great for a certain part of my life, but who just weren't supportive of my relationship for whatever reason, or couldn't hold space for both, I think, too. I know with one friend in particular, it just felt like...


Savannah Rose (31:09.95)

We're at different places in our life, which is fine, but I'm not going to apologize for where I'm at either. And, um, I was just noticing like that was just weighing on me so much. And every time we would interact, it was just leave me with negative feelings or be so inconsistent to where it just wasn't healthy for me either. Um, cause I really need consistent people in my life and want to model that consistency too. Um, so.


Just letting go of those connections or expectations also from people of like, if maybe last year we hung out this many times, not expecting that this year. And I think too, letting go of my relationship to cannabis was a big one too because it was something that I enjoyed from time to time, definitely socially, but I just noticed.


And I noticed this last year in 2024 as well. I just wasn't feeling like myself. I wasn't really enjoying it anymore. It was just making me feel anxious or guilty because I didn't actually want to use it. It was just in the social scene that I was in and just not wanting to miss anything in my life because I finally created this reality of peace and love and um


I was just really wanting to work on this connection to myself and just feeling like cannabis was not aiding that anymore and was also kind of taking away from it because I felt like it was affecting my memory and I felt like I was just kind of on autopilot and not really like processing some of my feelings and I also like in moving into my new relationship like with my now fiance


just really value sobriety and presence because that's what I was looking for in a partner was someone who was able to be sober with me and who did not have like addiction problems and who could be present and that's something that I am really grateful for like in our relationship was cannabis was never like a foundational part of that relationship where it has been in the past maybe or even alcohol where it's like on the first date you know you're drinking


Savannah Rose (33:35.162)

And then it just kind of becomes like, I finally got the fuzz off my face. Y'all, in case you were watching me constantly itch my nose. I got it. Anyways, yeah, like I think that's just something, and maybe it's my generation or just being like in your 20s, I don't know where that just seems to be such a part of like the dating scene. It's like, let's get a drink or like, let's hang out on smoke or whatever. And it's just, I just want that anymore. I don't want that involved in my family.


in my children's lives. so knowing that I first needed to release that attachment and then I'm just so grateful that that continued into this year as well. I mean, I would say like in the very beginning of the year, it'd be kind of like a special occasion thing, like seeing Interstellar and IMAX or whatever. But now it's been about six or seven months.


since I've consumed cannabis and honestly like I don't miss it. I don't judge anyone who wants to use it if that's like your lifestyle but for me personally it just wasn't adding anything to my life anymore and it felt like it was taking away more. And so I just have just been enjoying feeling clear-headed and more in touch with my feelings and I think that's one of the things that's allowed me to


step more fully into who I am this year is not having that extra thing that was also very tied to my college days and like days where I was like really sad and depressed. It just kind of had that connotation. So even just stepping away from that and like really feeling like I was leaving that in the past and like I'm me and I'm happy with who I am and I don't need anything to feel good.


or to feel like myself or to enjoy the day or to feel like I can be creative or whatever it is. It's like, I'm just me. And so that's another thing that I released this year and it's been really good for my journey. Again, no judgment if that's your thing, but for me personally, it just has not been an aligned resource for me. So I still love the mushrooms. Let's just, but again, those are like a once or twice a year thing.


Savannah Rose (35:56.511)

Okay, number four, what am I proud of myself for surviving?


Savannah Rose (36:07.835)

You know?


Hmm. What am I proud of myself? I don't feel like I had to survive anything this year, thankfully. I do not take that for granted.


Savannah Rose (36:23.257)

I guess if I had to think of something, it would just be like really vulnerable conversations with my partner about certain things. Like as we've, you know, like started living together and integrating our families and those kinds of things, we definitely had lots of conversations that were very real and raw about boundaries, needs, and wounds and those kinds of things. And there's definitely a lot of...


I guess like fear I had to move through in having those conversations because in the past when I'd be really vulnerable in that toxic relationship, like those conversations would come back to haunt me because it would be like weaponized against me if I voiced a certain fear or need or whatever. So I think moving through that of like, am safe, I'm with a healthy partner, I'm with someone who loves me and is, it is healthy masculine and it can hold me through this.


That was definitely something I needed to move through, but as far as like survival...


Savannah Rose (37:33.56)

Again, gratefully nothing like comes to mind with that word specifically. I feel like I survived everything in 2023 and like early 2024 were like when my house flooded and stuff. I gratefully have been more just like working on internal stuff this year. So thank you. Thank you for that. Let's see. Number five, this is our last question for the big picture.


where did I outgrow my old self?


Hmm, think about what this question means to me.


Savannah Rose (38:18.554)

Where did I...


Savannah Rose (38:24.356)

For some reason, I feel like the summertime is coming to mind for me because that's when my partner, that's when he moved in. And that's when I feel like I was really letting go of that living life on my own chapter and not being able to rely on anyone.


Savannah Rose (38:59.246)

feelings of feelings come up right now when I say that.


Yeah, I guess like that sense of self, like that old sense of self that like had to be hypervigilant in a lot of ways or hyperindependent is more what I mean. Where like, again, I know I'm bringing up like the past relationship the most, but that's like the closest place of reference. Yeah, like living with a man again, just living with someone in general, because


Like I said, I haven't had good experiences with that. I feel like that's when I really had to come up against this version of me that was like, my independence is what makes me safe. My own financial earnings are what make me safe. My home not being shared with anyone is what makes me safe. Coming up against all these beliefs that I did need for some time, but when I had, I have my rose quartz in my hand, when then when I wanted to


merge with my partner and embrace this chapter of partnership and being able to have an interdependent relationship that was a man who provides and supports me and just wants me to relax and be my feminine. It was just, it was so hard, admittedly, like it was so hard to let myself like let go and rely and trust.


And I feel like I really had to shed that old version of me that...


Savannah Rose (40:41.291)

equated safety with hyperindependence. So I think that's something that I left behind in 2025. And it's, yeah, I know it sounds kind of silly. I know it might seem odd to hear like, that's a hard thing. But again, when you've had that be something that like, you can't rely on or that's used against you or that is not stable or is rooted with like,


hidden agendas or whatever it is. It's like me just doing my own thing was the safest thing for me for several years. So that was very integrated into my identity as well. So I think like that part of myself that needed to open up and be vulnerable and embrace this partnership also had to let go of that part of myself that


overproductivity to my identity, which I've been working on just with burnout recovery, that was also equated. And financial vulnerability too, of having conversations about finances, allowing someone to financially support me, me being open about my finances, because I've always kept that very close to my chest. So those were all different things that I think I...


needed to let go of so could step fully, like more fully into this new version of myself. The Empress and the fiance and all those kinds of things. It's allowed me to put some of those versions of myself to rest as well. I'm very grateful for them and how they got me to where I am now, but I don't need them working so hard for me anymore because I have a partner who is a real partner.


So that is that. So that's our first section. So I'm going take another sip of my cacao and then we're going to move on to, let's see what this is, self-relationship and identity. Okay, this is going to be fun.


Savannah Rose (42:59.736)

Should have brought a spoon for my cookouts,


Savannah Rose (43:14.007)

Alright, question six. First one in this new section. Okay, how did my relationship with myself change this year?


Savannah Rose (43:28.235)

I feel like I respected myself a lot more this year. And really like saw...


gonna get my feelings again. I'm not trying to suppress my feelings, I'm just trying not to like blubber during this whole episode so I'll probably let the waterworks flow more as we get more to an end but yeah I feel like I respected myself more and really like saw myself more as like again like I'm that bitch and I say that in like a cheeky way but it's really like wow I like


I really overcame some serious shit and better because of it and stronger and more wise and resourceful and yeah, I'm like, whoa, I really impressed myself with that. And also just getting more in touch with my inner child and allowing her to


Savannah Rose (45:05.462)

all that I've done and all that I am too. I feel like my fiance is such a beautiful mirror for me because he's all the time reflecting to me the things that he admires about me and how he sees me. I think when you've gone through so much trauma that has affected your sense of self-worth, sometimes those things can get maybe muddied or like


not at the forefront of your mind. I feel like I've seen myself through wounds for a long time of like, this is this thing I gotta work on, or this is this thing that I don't like about myself, or this is a thing that is a wound, or this is a thing that makes me different. just allowing that not to be my...


driving factor behind my identity and allowing myself to to like, gas myself up more and be like, wait, this is, this is really who I am. It's this like, hard-working, compassionate, empathetic, creative, intuitive, like, just like, great person. And like, and beautiful inside and out and like, just really feeling proud of like, my heart and its capacity.


and how I'm able to use that to help other people. It's just really special to me. So that's my answer for that question. So yeah, just like really respecting myself and like really feeling like I'm living in my womanhood now. That's just really exciting. So, Next question, question seven.


In what moments did I abandon myself and why? That's a good question. I think that's one of the, like self abandonment is one of the things like I really have worked through this year. I'm still of course working through it. Like it's never linear, but I think I've gotten a lot better with that. And it's, I think just in particular, like with people pleasing tendencies and keeping quiet about my needs or boundaries.


Savannah Rose (47:24.7)

I was definitely a lot more vocal this year. If stuff was upsetting me, I was letting people know. And I'm really proud of myself for that because in the past, I think I would have never let myself feel, let alone speak on how I was feeling. It's funny because I was just rewatching one of my old podcast episodes a while back and...


looking at myself and being like, girl, it's okay to be pissed. Like you're being too nice. And that was just like a couple years ago. so yeah, allowing myself to find sacredness and anger and knowing it's like a huge advocate emotion and also like being more proactive with boundaries and listening to myself and not...


not forcing things to like with certain connections with people. I feel like I've carried the weight of a lot of relationships in my life and just kind of like letting go a little bit. And like I don't always want to have to be the one to initiate plans or I don't always want to have to be the one to initiate conversations like reparative things and or even just like conversations like and letting go guilt.


and not taking things personally. think that was another thing. I was taking a lot of stuff personally this year when stuff would be changing with like friendships in particular and just like letting go of that and being like, they don't want to tell me what's up, I'm not going to cry. And even like with family too, it's like if they're going to be passive aggressive about this thing, let them. I'm not trying to like apologize or


manage their emotions. I just like so over that. that was another thing. So yeah, I think like this year I was really working through not self abandoning because I did that a lot, a lot in 2023 and 2022. And even some last year. So yeah, this year was


Savannah Rose (49:46.548)

I was very intentional about not self abandoning so I'm proud of myself for becoming more aware and constructive with that. eight. When did I show up for myself in ways I never had before? Oh, okay. This is a good one. What way to show for myself I never had before?


Savannah Rose (50:12.754)

Hmm... Well...


Okay, the first thing that comes to my mind, and this is maybe just because it's more recent, it had to be, it was on Halloween. So my fiance was performing at a concert and the venue was really, really good except for their security department. Their security department was disorganized. And normally like when you...


get to a venue for sound check and load in and stuff like you get like a wristband that's like VIP or backstage access or whatever it is. We hadn't gotten any of those. We'd been at this venue for like six hours. So fast forward to the performance. My fiance is performing. I'm trying to do my job. I'm trying to get pictures, videos, work the merch table. I'd never gotten those passes. No one had.


And then the security was giving me a tough time about not having a pass, like you can't go backstage, you can't leave this area, blah blah blah. And it was not my fault. I'm like, y'all did not give me the pass. Like, this is on you. And I had never in my life have ever like in public or honestly in private for that matter, like with a stranger gotten in someone's face.


and argued with them like to where like I'm like raising my voice and like visibly mad and and like calling them out for their bullshit basically and that happened that day I was I was heated and I was not and I also like my fiance gave me his phone before


Savannah Rose (52:02.023)

the show, like, hey, hold on to this for me. So there's no way, even after he was done performing, that I could get in touch with him. I'm like, hey, come get me or whatever. It was like, was just the worst. Long story short, I got the situation handled. I had a contact of someone who worked at the venue. I let them know that there was a problem and then they came and gave everyone passes, of course, after that. yeah, never had I ever like argued with someone in public.


Um, but it was also like an advocacy thing, not just for myself, but it was for like all of the crew, all of the performers, like the headliners hadn't even gotten past this. So it was the venue's fault. Um, so I'm really proud of myself for that because I feel like that was like a bad bitch moment. And even my partner was like my fiance, he was like very proud of me and he's like, that's my girl. That's what I told him about it.


later. And my friend who was with me, she was bragging on me as well because normally in the past I would have been so compliant. I would have been worried about getting in trouble. I would have been like...


Working myself backwards to make up for their mistake by like trying to problem solve and not touch or like step on anyone's toes No, I was like y'all fucked up. You're gonna fix this. I'm gonna get in touch with this person This is not gonna be a problem. Like this is not no, so I was very proud of myself I was like, okay, who is she who is she is so I was very proud of myself for that. I love it. So yeah, just like


And I would never be mean or bitchy, like, for no reason. But if there is a reason, I am definitely exercising that right.


Savannah Rose (53:58.098)

Yeah, that was the first thing that came to my mind. What was the question again?


How did I show up for myself? Okay, yeah. And then I think like showing up for myself in my relationship to like...


Just like making sure I'm really conscious about like stuff that I care about and not like over giving to the relationship and like making sure I like ask for help or ask him to like, yeah, like support in certain ways or, which he follows through on. Thankfully that makes that a lot easier. and then also like taking time for myself when I need it and not feeling bad about that and,


remaining committed to my own project. So that's something I'm really proud of myself for maintaining that balance too. alright, next question. What parts of me feel stronger now? Softer or wiser? Okay, so the parts of me that feel stronger now are, I would say, my intuition. Sometimes my intuition's so crazy, it freaks me out.


But it's kind of cool. And then, yeah, I would say like my ability to advocate for myself with other people and even just like with myself, like if I'm on my period or something, not pushing myself to do a bunch of stuff, like letting myself rest, like letting myself be taken care of by my partner. So I guess that's like softer. Like I feel like...


Savannah Rose (55:45.521)

excuse me, like softer as far as like vulnerability with my partner and feeling really safe. Parts me that feel wiser.


Savannah Rose (56:01.825)

Oh, feel wiser in business, let me tell you. Oh my god, I can't believe I didn't mention this. So I feel a lot wiser as far as business goes and like collaboration specifically, because I feel like I really learned how to advocate for my worth as a creator. And because I had like a lot of opportunities to create this year.


Do collaborations with different spas or even brands for products. Every experience was valuable and beneficial, but some of them definitely taught me a lot about boundaries and values and my value and not accepting less than what I deserve from a collaboration as well as if something feels weird.


not taking that on because I definitely had some instances where like certain collaborations, I won't name names, but like certain collaborations just like got weird and like whether the other party would like change, like try to change the agreement of like, I know we said this but let's do this instead. I'm like no, I already like shared with my audience that it's gonna be this, it's gonna be


like this kind of a giveaway or it's gonna be like this kind of a prize or whatever. Like you cannot just switch that up, like quit playing. So that was something that like I really learned a lot about. And then I feel like that was all very intentional because like the collaboration that's about to come out like on the 1st of January with the Dodo,


where they reached out to me. It was a smooth process all the way through. Everyone I interacted with was very pleasant. I was like, yeah, this is how this is supposed to feel. This is a nice collaboration. No weirdness, no hot and cold, no ghosting, no shit getting changed last minute. So yeah, that was really nice.


Savannah Rose (58:24.012)

And yeah, I think that was like huge. And then also just like not overstretching myself. And that's another reason kind of why I'm ending my podcast with this solo episode because I loved all my collaborative episodes of People, but I started to feel too much kind of towards the end here, like, of that I just got to get this done because my inbox was being flooded with people who wanted to do episodes with me, which was...


Amazing. I have not sent out a single I guess request for podcast episode guest like they've just come my way but there was one day y'all I kid you not my inbox had I don't know what was going on the SEO that day it was popping off because I had like 60 something maybe even more like 60 something emails from people about like trying to be guests for my podcast and I am like


First of all, I don't want to respond to all these emails. Second of all, I'm like that if I did one a week, that would be my whole year. I'm like, I want to stay true to like what this podcast brings me and I want to be very selective about my guest and I want it to be like a fun experience and not draining. And it's just starting to get like a little draining. Not because of my guest, but like,


It's just like all the production that comes with it and whatever. Whereas with this, when it's just me, it's so cathartic for me. And I get a lot more energized from this process. So just remembering to stay balanced with that and listening to those cues in my body of like, ooh, I'm not really present as I'm filming this with this person. I need to listen to that. I need to do another solo episode.


that to say. Like next year I think it would be a nice blend, more balanced blend of like me, guest, me, guest. So that's the plan anyways. So yeah, that's where I got a little wiser. And then last question for this section, question 10. What did I learn about my boundaries in 2025? Okay, my boundaries...


Savannah Rose (01:00:48.407)

I learned a lot. Boundaries are best set early on. I learned to be upfront with boundaries and not be scared about setting them because the right people and the right opportunities will honor those boundaries. Period. That's just what I learned. And because there's one instance where there's this opportunity that came my way where like I did a collaboration with a company.


and they loved my work so much and then they offered me a job as their social media manager. I wasn't really looking for a job. I'm fine doing what I'm doing, but it seemed cool enough. It was just part time. I'm like, okay, I can learn some more about content creation. I could maybe get like free services. So I was considering it. But then like they were being so pushy about like sign the contract, and I'm like, you gotta give a girl.


a couple days to review a legal document. Okay? So I told him, was like, give me a few days. Okay? Second of all, like, I don't work on weekends. If this is a part-time gig, it is not going to be around the clock. Like, I'm not going to be on call if it's just a part-time gig. And also I was like, just trying to ask more clarifying questions of just what the scope of the work is. Because if I learned anything from corporate life in the past,


It is you gotta be diligent about your job description and your scope. Otherwise, you are gonna get pulled in so many directions and get burnt out doing work that you're not getting paid to do. So I learned from that and applied that to this opportunity. I was asking questions and setting boundaries of like, I need these questions answered. And then they were so unprofessional after that. So I was like, no thank you. This is not the opportunity for me.


So all that to say, I learned to set those boundaries early on, especially before signing on a dotted line. And if you start to get like an itch of like, this doesn't feel quite right, listen to that and ask questions and slow down. That's what I learned a lot about boundaries is like slow down so you can have conversations and feel comfortable and know those boundaries are not like up for negotiation. So yeah, that was...


Savannah Rose (01:03:15.735)

That was what I learned about boundaries. And then even like with my partner, like he's been so great with all my boundaries. But we definitely had to have like conversations about like, just like family stuff and whatnot, like, especially as we like integrated our homes and like the blended family dynamic and just again, like wanted to set like a healthy foundation for that. like,


down the road when we have children and whatever, it's like, we have all that hard stuff out of the way and the foundation is healthy and strong. So having boundaries about like how things are going to be run in our household and like the kind of parents that we want to be and those kind of things like was very, very helpful. And having conversations with a healthy partner about boundaries is such a nice experience, y'all. It's such a nice experience.


And it was just like, wow, this man like sees me and hears me and respects me and cares for me and like is honoring these boundaries. What a concept. So that was also very new for me, but it was amazing. Let's move on to the next section, which is love relationships and connection. Okay. Next question. What relationships nourished me this year, which drained me? We kind of already covered this.


Obviously my fiance, MVP of the year, love him so much. He's perfect and wonderful.


Savannah Rose (01:04:52.844)

I'm literally obsessed with him. His mom is amazing. Just his whole family has nourished me. The relationships had trained me. Without getting too specific. As I mentioned, some friendships that were just keeping me in that mindset of needing to stay small in order to not have conflict in them. Yes!


I was draining, I was really draining.


Savannah Rose (01:05:29.388)

Yeah, that's pretty much that. I feel like we already kind of covered that question. So we'll move on. Number two, or sorry, number 12. What patterns in love became clearer to me? I know I had to really work on releasing that belief of I need to earn love. That really came up for me in feeling like I needed to be like the perfect partner.


in order to keep love, I really had to come up against that. We're like, again, I'm so grateful my fiance is such a gracious, kind person because I remember having conversations where if there's certain month where maybe he was providing more financially and I wasn't able to contribute as much, just feeling this guilt of that, being a burden to him, and then feeling like I needed to make up for that by like...


doing the most around the house but then feeling like, let's say like I was on my period or something and I just physically don't have the energy to clean or cook or something, feeling like I was letting him down where I'm like, I'm not doing anything. I can't provide financially. I can't like cook for you. I can't clean. I'm just like sitting here and he's just like, babe, stop.


And in the sweetest way of course, he's like, you are the only one thinking that. He's like, you don't have to do anything. He's like, you just exist. I got it all covered. And I'm like, what? This is so new. So yeah, that was something I really recognized with myself of just putting this pressure on myself of feeling like I needed to slash maintain love through doing.


and just really allowing myself to just be in a relationship for once and know that that's enough and like that like my presence and my joy is all that like my partner wants from me. I'm like, what? So that was something I really came up and became clear to me and like I'm still getting used to it and I'm not gonna lie it still feels a little strange sometimes where I'm like


Savannah Rose (01:07:55.499)

It almost feels too good to be true. I'm like, what's the catch? But no, it's just being with a masculine provider man. Wow. It's so nice. Okay, question 13. How did I grow emotionally in my closest relationships? I feel like I grew a lot emotionally and just like my comfort with being vulnerable and receiving and


expressing and allowing myself to experience deep emotional intimacy. And we've kind of talked about this a little bit already too, yeah, becoming, feeling safer to share fear, feeling safer to feel pleasure. The list goes on, but yeah, I feel like just allowing myself to really


feel all that I feel and know that I'm safe to express that with my partner and I'm going to be held through that. There are days like if I'm luteal especially where I'm like crying and I don't even know why I'm crying I'm just crying and not like feeling ashamed for that but like just allowing myself to be hugged and cuddled and cared for. It's just I don't feel like I've really ever been able to have that.


with a partner before, that was a new experience. It's what I've always needed, but it was also new experience, so that's been amazing. What conversations changed me is our next question.


Savannah Rose (01:09:45.539)

yeah, like the conversation I just mentioned, like with my partner, like releasing that pressure, and just knowing that like me just being myself is enough in a relationship. what other conversations? I would say, I'm trying to think, when did this conversation take place?


Savannah Rose (01:10:09.896)

I just feel like my fiance and I have had so many deep, cathartic conversations. Also, I feel like the conversations I've had with his mom have been very cathartic and very special as well. Like she and I will both be in tears just with how much gratitude we have for each other and...


The conversations I have with her are so priceless. Those conversations have really changed me as well, being able to have that emotional intimacy with my future mother-in-law. That's just really special.


and


I think those are some of the highlights for sure. And I've also had just like some great conversations with friends, just like when I get together with my girlfriends, like when we're able to come together, it's always such a good time and it's always so cathartic and fun and like illuminating. So I've had some really great times with friends this year too. So I'm very grateful for that. And then last question from this section.


What kind of love did I finally stop settling for? Oof. Ooh, this question's a little spicy. I stopped settling, and I don't even want to call this love, I stopped settling for half-assed partners. People who do the bare minimum inconsistently. I thought that that was like, I had something to do with their behavior. But no, it's just choose a healthy person. Be a healthy person yourself.


Savannah Rose (01:11:55.997)

but choose a healthy partner. Yeah, it's like, wow, I cannot brag enough about my fiance because he's just such a consistent, like the provider mentality. It's not just a monetary concept. It's this ability to hold and say, got you and you can fall into that and you can trust that, that stability.


it is just so remarkable. So yeah, stop settling in for people who make you feel bad. I don't know how else to say it. Like, for people who question your worth or make you question your worth or like question your sanity. yeah, don't settle for that. Just, just no. As someone who's on the other side of that, I'm like, why did


that stuff but I just I felt like I deserved it at that moment in time or like I was doing something wrong again I was taking on too much personally so yeah what you settle for I think is a reflection of like your self-worth in many ways so yeah you don't have to settle for that whoever you are listening to this let's see before I forget I'm gonna make sure okay


I just wanted to make sure I had enough time. have a client appointment coming up, but we still have time. I think we can move through these questions. Okay, next section, power, confidence, and voice. Question 16, when did I feel most powerful this year? Oh my gosh, that's so great.


Savannah Rose (01:13:50.344)

When did I feel most powerful this year? I feel like I felt really powerful a lot this year.


Savannah Rose (01:13:59.932)

I think anytime I've just had like a kick-ass outfit on and have just felt connected to that Empress energy and connected to like the Empress in me, I've felt very powerful and I am very grateful. I can't boil it down to one singular moment. I feel like there's been many moments that I have felt powerful this year and making that more and more


regular thing and more the piece of my identity that I'm not scared of because I think I felt powerful in the fast and felt sharp and and smart and witty and I felt like punished for that because of people particularly in the workplace or in like that toxic past relationship where like they were threatened by that power in me.


And so I learned it wasn't safe to express my power. But I feel like this year I was really able to reconnect with my sense of power in a lot of ways and again, make that more of my daily experience. But definitely when I gave my speech this year, that was a lot of fun. When I was published to Playboy, that was a lot of fun. That was very empowering.


when I performed with my fiance at his show, that was very empowering. yeah, just the moments where I've been showing up as myself, even in casual moments, that's also been very empowering. So I'm very grateful for that. Okay, next question. Question 17, where did I dim myself and where did I refuse to? I feel like I dimmed myself, like I mentioned.


in that friendship that I needed to let go of because it just seemed like it seemed like my happiness was triggering for her. I hate to say it but yeah it just seemed like I couldn't talk about my successes or healthy relationship or job success or whatever because it just seemed like she was threatened by it so I definitely felt dimmed in that.


Savannah Rose (01:16:21.324)

situation. where else?


Savannah Rose (01:16:31.153)

Where did I refuse to?


I like


Savannah Rose (01:16:42.853)

I feel like I refuse to dim myself at like my fiance's performances because like I mean I'm definitely there to support him. am definitely there like it's his time to shine and also I'm not gonna be like lurking in the background. I like to be hands-on. I love helping with merch. I love doing like the photo like photography.


I love making connections with people. So I really like to show up in full bloom in those moments as well and make them experiences that are nourishing for me too as well as supportive for him. It's just like best of both worlds, you know? It's a lot of fun. I've definitely witnessed some people who kind of I think like shrink.


for whatever reason and I just like like no I like like making this like an event for myself too and luckily he loves that too and he's very supportive and loves when I pop off so okay


Question 18, how did my confidence evolve? Yeah, I mean, I feel like my confidence was much, like a much more embodied experience this year. And I feel like I was very like, reinforced in like my career confidence a lot too, like when it comes down to like my podcast and even just like my client work.


Just like a lot of the feedback that I've been able to receive has been really helpful, but just really feeling like, it's not my first rodeo. I'm not like a rookie anymore. I've been doing this for some time. I know what I'm doing. And just really allowing that energy to be present in when I'm like, whether it's conducting a podcast interview, like I said, or giving my speech or whatever it was.


Savannah Rose (01:18:56.387)

just allowing that to come from that grounded place of I know what I have to say has value and there's a calmness that comes with that groundedness where I feel like I was definitely confident in the past but it was more of like a I'm comfortable speaking but I was still trying to search for the right thing to say whereas now I'm truly embodied.


and what I have to say and I'm not like saying it to please someone or saying it because I think that's what they want to hear it's like no I like really I really know my shit and I'm gonna talk it so yes and if you don't like it that's fine but if you do subscribe so yeah that's been a lot of fun um question 19 what fears did I face even quietly


Savannah Rose (01:19:53.093)

I feel like I faced a lot of fear. I faced like some fear, like imposter syndrome for sure.


Savannah Rose (01:20:03.397)

transitioning to my T now. I definitely worked through imposter syndrome, like particularly in being around people who like I feel like I was comparing my success to theirs, even though was like everyone's on their own journey. I feel like I was comparing my success a little bit. So releasing that and like I said, just like releasing a lot of fear around


like those old wounds of like betrayal or infidelity and just like releasing a lot of that fear and like the jealousy that came really from a fear of not being enough or fear of getting hurt. There are a lot of fears that like I released this year. So much better. So much better. And then number 20.


What does my courage look like now compared to January?


Savannah Rose (01:21:08.867)

I feel like, again, like my courage feels a lot more embodied. It feels more of like a fake it till you make it. Even though maybe that wasn't the case in January, I'm trying to think. It just feels a lot calmer. Yes, that's it. Where like maybe in the past, like courage was... I had to really push through a lot of fear in order to feel that courage. Where now I feel like my courage is rooted.


in a lot more calmness and peace and that knowingness. I'm trying to think. Yeah, just like my courage is, it comes from a grounded place now rather than like a, have to conquer this thing, I have to win, I have to like beat this person. It's like, it's not like a competitive thing. It's like, I'm not even competing with anyone. I'm just showing up as my best self.


And that's where my courage is coming from. So that feels nice.


Okay.


Alright, next section, shadow healing and lessons. 21. What wounds asked for my attention in 2025? Okay, I feel like some of these questions are a little redundant. As I said, jealousy, insecurity, self-worth, all those kinds of things. So I feel like I already talked about this. I will say I think


Savannah Rose (01:22:47.148)

I healed a lot of childhood stuff this year as well with being neurodivergent as well. I feel like that was something in just allowing myself to be and have a daily routine or a daily flow that honors my own patterns and my own needs. instead of just trying to fit into that conditioned...


like a capitalist hyperproductive mentality of like you have to be doing this all the time but like really leaning more into like my needs as a neurodivergent person as well as like my feminine flow and my feminine cycles and like energy levels so that's been cool. So releasing some of that. Question 22, what did my triggers teach me?


did my triggers teach me? Just that I needed more self love and like I also needed to ask for help. I think sometimes, because I think that's something I'm proud of myself for this year is like asking for more help, asking for support.


and learning how to do that and receive that.


as well as just taking more time to nourish myself and like, I feel like I something in my eye, and not see those triggers as something I have to, like, got it. I have to fix, more as opportunities to love myself deeper and show myself more compassion. So I'm proud of myself for that. Question 23, where did I repeat old cycles?


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And where did I finally break them?


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I guess repeating old cycles would be that kind of comes up more like family-wise, kind of like compliant behaviors, like over giving or like being overly helpful and not like receiving that in return. That was something that I kind of squared up with this year.


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And I think I kind of made a vow to myself of like, okay, I'm not gonna like do this anymore because this takes way too much out of me. I'm not gonna like say yes to this anymore because this drains me or makes me feel like shit or whatever. those are some things I think specifically like with family that I didn't like over give anymore.


especially if that relationship wasn't providing me with any nourishment. It's like, why am I doing this for this person if I don't ever talk to them or whatever? So I was really proud of myself for breaking those cycles and kind of standing my ground as well. I definitely was challenged with some things. For example, a relative of mine was getting married this year and I don't talk to this person. I don't even follow them on Instagram.


I don't even know their middle name. I don't have a relationship with them. And their wedding would be like, I would have to travel. It was going to be like at least $1,000 total room, board, know, the whole shebang. And I'm like, I don't want to spend that money on this wedding that I don't really care about. I'm like, good for them. Love that for them. But I don't have a relationship with this person. It is a very unequal thing. And I remember my mom


being kind of frustrated with me at first and like really trying to talk me out of that decision because there's this like kind of imbalanced belief that like, family does everything and like you gotta show up for your family and I'm like, but they're not family to me. They don't treat me like family. Again, I never talk to them. So like, why do I have to extend that? It's just, it's not anything like malicious, but it's just looking at reality. So I'm like, no, I'm not going.


I don't want to go. I do not want to invest that. I'm not doing it for you either. Like I'm not, wasn't doing it for my mom. I wasn't doing it for that relative. I was like, I'm not doing this. I'm not investing in this. And I'm so glad. I'm so glad I did that. I guess technically didn't do it. cause yeah, it wouldn't have been worth it. Honestly, it just would not have been worth it. So I think I broke some family stuff this year.


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And honestly, I think that's valuable because again, as my partner and I are going to get married and have our own family one day, it's like, what do I want to leave behind now and clear space out now so when I'm a mother, I can be very intentional with how we're raising our babies and stuff. So I see my work cut out for me now of stuff I want to work on within myself so I can be


the best mom moving forward too. yeah, it's really cute.


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Question 24, what truths was I forced to confront?


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My truth was I've worse to confront.


Savannah Rose (01:28:42.578)

This was kinda stumping me. What truths was I forced to confront? Ummm...


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I think, okay, the first thing that comes to my mind is another family thing. I think with certain family members, accepting who they are and that I don't have to like that. that, again, like...


accepting I think truths of like where I've been over giving to maintain relationships and really asking myself like why am I doing this if I if I don't and even like with friendships too it's like if I don't get anything from this relationship if this relationship leaves me drained or feeling defensive or feeling small or or


like wounded, it's like why am I working so dang hard to maintain it? Is it just because that's what I'm supposed to do? Because they're my whoever, you know? And so I think that was something I had to kind of like square up with this year of like I only have so much energy. I am only one person. Again, it's a two way street. I don't always want to have to be the one to initiate things.


especially thinking forward to like my family that I want to build. It's like I want to have a full cup that I give to my children and to my husband. So if these relationships are not bringing me anything or nourishing or safe, why am I like spending so much energy? That's energy I could be giving to my babies and my man. So yeah, that's something I really squared up with.


And I think another thing too is really squaring up with I think anxiety. I think I've had a pretty good grip on anxiety for the past few years, but I feel like it was just showing up in a different way this year. And I feel like I also had to square up with carrying that anxiety all on my own, internalizing it.


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asking my partner for help, like sharing how I'm feeling more, like nurturing myself when I'm experiencing that anxiety was another thing I think I really worked through this year. yeah, that was something I was, it kind of surprised me how anxious I was this year in some areas and how it was just like my thoughts. And so like really squaring up with like,


my thinking was something I really worked on a lot this year and I'm still working on but yeah. I like, gosh, I am anxious but, or I'm not anxious, I was feeling anxious a lot this year but again, I think it just was coming with a lot of growth which is normal with adjustments but yeah, it was tough but just kind of...


not feeding into that anxiety and like just noticing the thoughts that I'm having. I don't have to do anything. I don't have to do what they're telling me. I don't have to like fix anything but just noticing and just practicing a lot more mindfulness was really helpful this year. So yeah. All right. So I'm going to do one more question.


And it's gonna finish up this section because there's still like a handful more like sections. So I think I will be doing a part two to this because I gotta get ready for my appointment. So I'll either film part two after my appointment or tomorrow or sometime. But let's do one more question and then we can wrap this episode for today and then I will keep you posted on part two.


okay.


Savannah Rose (01:33:13.95)

Okay, question 25, yeah, because we got 45 questions total, so we made it about halfway. Okay. Alright, last question. What am I still healing without rushing myself?


Why am I still healing? I think I'm still healing.


What am I still healing? I think I'm still healing like, mmm.


Some self-worth stuff probably. I think like showing up for myself in just like the little ways. I think that's something I'm noticing like even today. I really wanted to film this podcast episode but then I was thinking I'm like, I don't want to have to wear makeup today. I don't want to have to do my hair even though those things make me feel really good.


and I enjoy how I feel when I've done that whole regimen. But it was just like the doing the stuff for myself. I just felt like, ugh, I don't want to do this. But then I like talked about it with my fiance. He was like, you should do it. You should do your episode. I'm like, okay, you're right, because I was just making excuses. But it was just the showing up for myself piece and like making excuses to not do that. That's something I still haven't quite figured out.


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But I think it's like, one, I mean, I am on my period because, and so with that, like I do have lower energy. And so I was like, I don't want to stand to do my hair. But also like, I think it's just like in those small things. And so I'm just trying to adopt more selfishness. That's actually something I've been kind of journaling about lately.


I've like doing this stuff for myself first even just like in my morning routine like I'll get up first thing I'll do is like go take care of all my pets and then like I'll do my Beauty regimen skincare, whatever after that and I'm trying to flip that lately. I'm trying to like get up and Shower do my skincare and then go feed the babies and it's like what?


10, 15 more minutes, it's not gonna make or break it. Plus, they have automatic feeders, so it's not like they're starving. But it's like giving them their morning treats and just taking care of them. I love doing that, but I also notice I feel so much more composed and rooted and grounded and confident when I do those things for myself. And if I jump up and start getting carried away with the fur babies and even just the household chores, I'll put my...


self-care kind of did last and even then like if I still have energy for it like I'll kind of half ass it because I just spent the whole day mopping and sweeping or whatever so trying to just balance more of that and It's funny because like on those days where like I do my self-care. I have more energy Because I filled up my cup so it's like wow What a concept it's it's not rocket science, but


Yeah, I think that's just something I'm trying to be more mindful of and so I'm kind of calling it like I need to be more selfish. I need to take care of myself first. And so that's something that like I've been working on lately and still am working on. So yeah, I think that's that for this part. We'll do part two soon.


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But I would love to know your thoughts, where you are in your journey, if any of these questions resonated with you or challenged you. But just all in all, thank you for such an amazing year and thank you for being on this journey with me, whether you're listening or watching or both. Just the fact that you take time out of your day to share in this experience with me.


It means so much because I started this podcast and I really didn't think anyone was going to listen to it. I didn't really care. I was just doing it for myself. But the fact that so many of you tune in and listen and are nourished by my experience that I share, it's just, it's just so cool. I don't know what else to say. It's like, wow. I just feel like that's such an amazing,


just testament to humanity and before I forget I'm gonna turn off my alarm is about to go off from my appointment okay there we go I didn't want that to be loud but anyways yeah it's just so cool and special and humbling and inspiring and I just really am so thankful for each and every one of you for tuning in and connecting with me and


If this is your first time tuning in, thank you. If this is your 18th time this year or if you've been here from the very beginning, thank you. It all means so much to me and if you like this conversation and want to stay up to date with more, please feel free to follow, subscribe at Eclipse Evolution, LLC's Instagram. You can also subscribe here on YouTube, the Savannah Rose. That's also my personal Instagram and TikTok, so I'm all over the place.


You can find me, can stay connected, but thank you so much. y'all, thank you for making 2025 truly such a special year. It's so special and.


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I feel like I've just really been able to embody myself more this year and it's a gift to be able to share that with you. And I'm just really excited for what we cook up in 2026 together, but we're not done processing 2025. We're gonna do part two, so stay tuned for that. But until then, have a great rest of your day. I'm your host, Savannah Rose, and bye for now.




Part Two Transcript:


Savannah Rose (00:01.135)

Hello and welcome to the Eclipse Evolution podcast. I'm your hostess Savannah Rose. Thank you so much for joining me today. And I might mention too, I have a co-host yet again, my loyal cuddly one. For those of y'all who are tuning in audio wise, I have my orange kitty with me today. He's my loyal helper. He's always in my office with me when I'm working. It's so sweet. But he's here today so you might see me.


petting him or you might see a tail every now and again. anyways, thank you again for joining me today. This is part two of my 2025 processing journal collaboration episode. So for those of y'all who maybe this is your first time joining me or who haven't watched part one yet. So to end this season, this third year of my podcast, I have 48 questions, journal prompts and a


few different sections, I wanna say five or six different themes that I'm answering and I will also be sharing these questions with you so you can also answer these questions in your own journal. But it's all about processing this past year and this is kind of a timeless exploration, you're welcome to do this journal exploration at any point really, it doesn't have to just be this year. I'm finding that these questions are very applicable to wherever you are in life so.


It's just good to look at these different areas of life and as New Year's is just in a couple days as I'm filming this, I like to be very intentional about these final days of the year to celebrate the wins, to reflect on the lessons and challenges and just move forward into the next year feeling complete and excited to start up a whole new year. So without further ado, this is part two.


The first few sections we covered were big picture, self relationship and identity, love, relationships and connection, power, confidence and voice. And then we finished with shadow healing and lessons. So that's all contained in part one. And then part two, what we're going to be exploring is creativity, purpose and expression, home, body and daily life, growth.


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values and integrity and then closing the year. So, and it's going to be in ritual style. So again, I'll be sharing all these questions for you and or with you so you can do this at your own time or you're welcome to pause this podcast episode and answer in sync with me, whatever floats your boat. So without further ado, let's


dive in we're picking back up with creativity, purpose, and expression with our first question being really question 26 out of the whole spread. How did my creativity shift this year? Okay, this is a great question. I feel like my creativity shifted to more videos and just expanding what I share in my videos because before I would share just kind of like


highlights or stuff that I thought was more maybe exciting, maybe isn't the right word, just alluring perhaps. And I've just started to share a lot more of just the things that bring me joy and I just have released a lot of, I would say, attachment to how other people perceive the content that I make. I've just been...


really wanting to tap into creating for myself and creating things that just make my heart smile. And so with that, I've created like my pet page, Chateau Cuddles, which features Cuddly One and all his siblings, and just sharing lots of videos, just of the day-to-day moments that are just so cute, because I'm truly living my dream as...


an animal lover and pet lover and homebody truly of just enjoying my domestic life with my fiance and all of our little babies that we have, all our little pet babies and just really finding joy in the day to day moments and the silly moments and the cute moments and I just have really expanded that content. It used to be something I would maybe just share here and there on my personal page but creating a whole account to


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dedicate to that content has been, it's just been a lot of fun and it's also been fun. My family has really enjoyed it. And here I go with fuzz stuck to my face yet again tickles me so much. Just the, one of the cons of having a kitty in your lap while you're working is it's going to be for floating around at all times. But so my content's definitely expanded that way. I've also expanded


In showing more, I guess you'd say like behind the scenes too. That's just a lot of fun to share that process and whether it's like my cosplay that I did this year for the Neutron movie and showing like how I made my cosplay and the movie premiere that I got to go to. So that was a lot of fun. But I think I'm really looking forward to next year. I really want to share more intentional videos about my


divine feminine practices and just feminine embodiment and my Empress embodiment that I've been sharing a little bit about here and there. And for those of you all who maybe are new, who haven't like tuned into like what I mean by the Empress embodiment, I share the Empress archetype or like the Empress tarot card and what that card represents to me and how to embody what I feel like are my own


Empress traits and really learning to walk in those and live my life according to that archetype. It's just an energy that I really admire, but it's also something that's kind of innate within me and I think that's what really attracted me to that archetype. And so I just, in that practice and that study of that archetype, really want to share more content that I've learned with others out there so they can just kind of...


explore their own inner empress and learn what that means to them and and just bring more of that earthly pleasure to their life too. So that's I guess how you'd say my content has expanded. I mean with my magazine in particular I haven't released a volume this year. I've just had like too much in my personal life that I feel like was taking my or requiring my energy or that I was


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giving my energy to, should say, as well as like my book that I'm going to be releasing early 2026 as well. So just really trying to get back in touch with the content that makes me happy. And that's of my own original creation. I really felt a call this year to step away from consuming so much and just noticing how consumption was draining me and leaving me feeling really deflated.


or uninspired and understanding that that's really like a call for my own creativity to come and to flow from me and to move from like a kind of passive consumer to an active creator. And so I'm excited to continue to create more, again, just of the things that bring me joy, of the things that enrich my life and


and everything in between. So that's how I would say my content or my creativity has shifted this year. And I feel like I've also really like locked in on like my brand more because I feel like that was something... It's not that I didn't take it seriously but I feel like this year I really honed in on like brand cohesion and presentation just kind of...


giving my brand a glow up overall. Like my website right now is in the process of being like totally remade, which it's been a long time coming and just inviting new energy into that. Like I did new photos this year with one of my friends who's a photographer and that just like brought some new energy to my website. But yeah, I would say that's kind of how my creativity has shifted this year. So.


Yeah, I'm very grateful for that. And it's just, it's been a very organic process too. So that's question 26. let's see, 27, when did I feel most aligned with my purpose?


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That's a good question. I would say I felt very very aligned with my purpose when I hosted my one-on-one private retreat this winter or I guess like fall. It was early November. I hosted a private one-on-one retreat for a client of mine and it was a very inclusive wellness retreat so it was like she came and stayed with me.


So it was like very bed and breakfast style, so I had meals made for her that were all very healthy. She had her own private room in my guest room. But it was just very holistic and accommodating to what her personal goals were. And we covered a lot of territory. mean, gosh, we did breath work, we did Reiki, we did a screen session, we did multiple Reiki sessions, actually. We did a hypnotherapy session.


We did plant medicine, we did a fireside ceremony, lots and lots of integration, like hours of integration. So it was over the court, like she spent the night, so it was over the course of afternoon, evening, and into the majority of the following day as well. And so that's all the stuff we did off the top of my head. And that was a truly...


I mean, it was just equally as transformative for Mia, I feel like, it was for her. Just being able to, one, exercise all those different skills of mine, like, holistically, in kind of one fell swoop, but also being able to walk with her through so many experiences. Because, I mean, just one of those experiences alone is very potent and powerful, let alone, like, compressing that into one weekend.


It was very intensive, I mean, gosh, compressed is the best word. It was just one healing modality after the next, but it was something that was so transformative for her. And when she left the following day, just how uplifted she was and how, like physically different she felt, like how she didn't feel brain fog anymore and


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She just felt lighter and all this stuff that was in her body was able to finally get out. It was a truly amazing experience. That is something, being present with someone in that way and giving to them in that way and in it with them each step of the way is truly remarkable. That was probably one of the highlights of my year, honestly.


But just as a practitioner, it was something that like...


was like, wow, okay, yeah, I'm really like meant to do this work. So I'm excited to be able to provide more of those experiences to other people next year, as well as like some, I would say adapted versions perhaps, or even like group experiences. I'm not really sure where I'm going with all that yet. I'm really just taking it case by case right now. But it was really, really special. And it just was such a firm reminder of like, I'm meant to be.


a healer in this world, no matter how I do it through this podcast or through my videos or through my book, but it was something about that human connection and experience that was really cool. And it was just really fun thinking of all the different things and planning it and getting all the materials and setup. I'm such a nester by nature and hostess by nature, so being able to do that in a


like a therapeutic way, like holistic way, was just super cool. that was definitely just such a great reminder. And then like as I've been working on my book as well, as I mentioned in part one of this episode was, I feel like I was procrastinating on my book a lot because some of the emotions contained in the poems are just very charged.


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and some of them are pretty heavy and I just felt like I didn't have space for that because I was going through so much in my present, like so much good stuff, a lot of change and adjustment, but that was also very consuming of my energy and mental space. So because I was planning on working on my book a lot this summer, but life was just giving me different things.


I was focusing a lot more on my present life and integrating my fiance and our home life and all that big adjustment, that big life change, which was all very smooth and loving and positive, but still an adjustment. And so when I finally felt like I was able to pick up that project again, like my book again, it was definitely very challenging, but it was also very


Pathetic and empowering and I feel like I finally was able to like lay a lot of things to rest and and get them out of my body and And feel some sense of like justice as well And also like a little like spunk satisfaction Because the tea in this book is so scalding y'all just get ready. and then also like


calling in what I want and being grateful for what I have and and celebrating like the love I have with my fiance and the passion and the depth and the devotion. That's also been very hand-in-hand with my own like feminine exploration that I've really been able to step further into this year as well being in such a divine partnership with a very masculine provider man like really being able to have that


that yin and yang and that balance and experience my own femininity in a way that I haven't really had the safety to do so in past relationships. So I'm really grateful for that and that's definitely influenced so many different areas of my life like my creativity. So I'm very grateful for that. And so next question. 28, what did I create that felt soul led?


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I feel like I kind of already answered this with my retreat and with my book. Everything has been very soul-led this year and I credit a number of things. I credit my divine feminine journey with that and just really tuning into my body and my embodiment process and my intuition and allowing that to really lead a lot of my moves this year in pacing and timing.


As well as just really tuning into my mindfulness as well. Like I mentioned in part one, eliminating cannabis out of my life right now. Again, totally fine if that's your thing, but I just felt like it was distracting me and taking too much of my energy rather than helping me feel relaxed. So releasing that was pivotal, I think, for just feeling clear-headed and connected with myself.


and therefore more in touch with my soul. And I feel like that allowed me to do so much emotional excavation because I was able to feel things more deeply and I wasn't like suppressing anything but I was really squaring up with a lot that I think I needed to. And I'm very grateful for that. And so therefore I feel like so much of this year was very soul-led and my soul was very much informing.


a lot of the moves, especially with my partnership and my engagement. I'm just going to flash it one more time because oh my gosh, it's just so bright. So I feel like, yes, definitely my creativity and that has not just been the yeses, but it's also helped inform the no's because there are some opportunities that came my way that


I had to say no to or just did not feel so aligned or felt like they were going to be keeping me in unhealthy cycles of over giving or staying in the capitalist grinding masculine energy that I don't want to be a part of anymore. that was also a very big part of the soul-led decision making is saying yes and saying no.


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to certain things, so I'm very grateful for that and I feel like that really helped me like, what's the word, like build some chops and strengthen that skill set within myself of practicing that discernment and so I feel very optimistic for next year and what it's gonna bring my way, so. And question 29.


What blocked my expression and what freed it? Okay. I think what blocked my expression was self-censorship. That's something I really have worked on and I'm continuing to work on is self-censorship. like my own releasing of like anticipated judgment or maybe like anticipated reactions from people.


So it's not something I'm actively experiencing, but maybe because of past experiences or feedback I've received from family members or my previous employers or whatever it was, really censoring myself and therefore not truly living in my power. And that was just something I had developed over time due to self-preservation. And so I think


that's the thing I've really worked on clearing and confronting and clearing out the most this year is the self-censorship. And part of that, course, too, coming hand in hand with imposter syndrome or comparison to other people or other contributing factors. And that's another reason why I wanted to move away from consumer mentality to more just creation.


Because I noticed when I was consuming a lot of content, it was kind of tainting my own vision or like making me feel like, I shouldn't make this video because it's already been done or like, I shouldn't make this video because it's kind of a hot button thing or whatever. And just kind of giving less of a shit about that, honestly, and just making it because it's something I am.


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believe in is something I feel strongly about and something that makes me happy is so that's definitely something that blocked my expression. So I guess what freed it was just remaining grounded in myself and what I want to create and kind of thinking about just the fragility of life and just remaining humble and the fact that like we're not going to live forever and


I would hate to and we're not going to live forever and I'll add, we don't know when the end is going to be for us. We're not guaranteed a life to our 90s, you know? And that's something that I was reminded of this fall when someone close to me, his mom passed away. just being in that experience, I haven't had a personal...


death experience in a while, thankfully. But just touching that threshold of death was really a powerful reminder of how it's inevitable and life is very fragile and the person who passed was also very young and so that was something like kind of a wake-up call like, my gosh, like...


I need to make what I need to make while I'm on this earth. I need to do the things that bring me the most joy now while I can and not make excuses or censor myself or live in fear of what if. I think the biggest what if that I fear is what if I don't do it and I die. I know that sounds kind of harsh, but it's true. It's like I would hate to be on my deathbed or...


experience some kind of major health issue that would alter my ability to create the content that I enjoy and create from the heart space that I enjoy making things from and I don't want to lose that and while I got it I need to use it. So that was like a big factor for me this year was just kind of squaring it up with that reality and not doing it from a place of fear but doing it from a place of like respect for my life and respect for my heart.


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and what's inside of it and releasing expectations of like what can it bring me, like what monetary benefits can I get and like focusing on that as the goal but like really focusing like what makes me happy, like what do I think is important and just letting that be my guide. So all that to say, that's kind of the thing that freed a lot of my expression is knowing that like I'm not gonna


be able to express forever, you know? So... Oh, number 30, this question's so good, y'all. Okay, how did my relationship to Rest affect my creativity, y'all? I gotta put my phone down for this one. This is a question that I love. Rest and I, our relationship has been...


has not been the best in the past, let's just say that. I feel like as some of y'all know who have been on this journey with me, like burnout was a huge part of my reality for a while and therefore like with burnout was not enough rest and not even knowing how to rest truly. It wasn't that like I didn't want to or couldn't. There is just a lot of like I didn't know how to rest and so


I think that's something I'm really, really grateful for with this past year is learning how to rest, like truly learning how to rest and not feeling guilty for it. I still have to remind myself from time to time, but yeah, learning how to rest and allowing rest to nourish me and to be a part of the creative process because like,


when it comes down to creation, like we're co-creating with the universe and this is like with anything that we're making or anything that we're manifesting, it's like we're not doing all the work ourselves. Like there's a lot going on behind the scenes, right? And rest is an important time for us to recharge, take care of our body, noodle and get new ideas.


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not get burnt out, stay healthy, there's so many benefits of resting and it's also, it gives space for the rest of the co-creation process to take place because if we're always hands-on doing it ourselves 100 % of the time, we're not leaving space for the mystery, we're not leaving space for the magic, we're not leaving space for


the universe to work on our behalf. So that's something I've learned with resting is like not only is it a giving thing for myself, but it's a giving thing for all the other energies that are at work when it comes down to the creative process and how rest just gives flow and space to what we're making. And I've had to definitely with that, like release a lot of my own


rigidity with timelines because sometimes I would like have a goal of like I want to do this, this, this, this today, right this time. And then like, if I'm doing maybe two out of those four tasks and feeling like exhausted or hungry, like in the past, I would like deny myself that rest just to get this stuff done, just because like I was rigid on that deadline or rigid on that goal. And then again, I'm completing the stuff maybe, but it's like not my best work.


I feel like shit. The energy in which I'm creating the stuff from is from a depleted energy. It's from a lack mentality. And that shows in your work, right? So understanding that grace and that flexibility and that flow is just as crucial to invite that rest in because we're not going to rest if we're not giving ourselves space to do so. So rest, think,


It kind of has this hand-in-hand relationship with spaciousness. Like it gives space for the other energies to work in our life. And then it also is us giving ourselves space to be more of like a flow state with what we're creating. And that's inevitably going to make what we're making and creating better and coming from a place of abundance and wholeness. And I'm not sure if you all hear that.


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My kitten is trying to get in. She's so silly. I can't have her in here while I record because she's crazy and she just wants to mess with everything. So she's outside the door protesting right now. But that's how it is. Not everybody can be as chill as Cuddly right here.


He's just hanging out with me. Just being so sweet. look at him. He's so cuddly. I love him. He's like, stop picking me up. he's so sweet. Okay, so that concluded our creativity, purpose, and expression section. So moving on to the next section, home, body, and daily life.


This is another thing I've really focused on this year. Okay, question 31. How did my body speak to me this year?


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I feel like this year I really, really tuned into the wisdom of my womb. my gosh, my womb spoke to me so much this year because when I was pushing myself or exhausted, my womb would be the first one to tell me. I would start to cramp or I would start to get like back aches. And so that was a...


very informative process for me this year. Before I would just take medicine, override it, keep pushing. But this year, I feel like I really, really leaned into listening to my womb and allowing that to kind of guide my rest cycles as well. So I'm very grateful for the wisdom that my womb has given me. And it's also given me lot of insight into


just my overall health and I would say like...


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like my stress levels is what I mean by that. So like if my period was a little bit late, I was like, okay, I can tell like this travel, this, like just for example with Christmas, like I was supposed to start bleeding on Christmas day, but I didn't start till like a few days after. And I could tell it was like, okay, all this traveling, all this like family time, all the running around, all the this, that, other was taking so much energy from me that my body literally could not.


complete the cycle. couldn't start this process. my dog is barking. What's he barking at? Anyways, my body could not do this, this next step to my cycle. And so that was... What is he barking at?


I have to pause this. no, I guess he's Okay, anyways. He's such a watchdog. He's so fierce. But yeah, like that was another way that my womb was informing me of like, I really need to rest and take time for myself. So that was really, really helpful. And then my skin was another thing that was very informative to me this year as well. Kind of similar to my womb where if I was like breaking out more,


It was very much information of how I needed to perhaps cut back on sugar or kick up maybe like my moisturizer or change some things. my hair, my hair. My hair was telling me a lot this year too because I was dealing with lot of dryness and lack of volume. And that was something that was also very helpful for me just to kind of change my products and


tune into my scalp health. So peppermint on my scalp is really helpful with more scalp massages. Changing my shampoo is really helpful. And my conditioner as well, doing more hair masks. So yeah, would say beauty regimens are so much more than aesthetics. Yes, definitely aesthetics are part of it, but I think...


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beauty is way deeper than surface level. It's very much a representative of how we are holding ourselves and the care that we show ourselves and how that outward expression is very much symbolic of the inner balance. So I would say those are some of ways that my body was talking to me. And then also I think my back, I just noticed it. That's why I adjusted my posture.


my back has been another messenger of my body of just the need for more movement because I have a very stationary profession and being like the whole body that I am, I tend to just like want to stay cozy and like snuggle all the time and I could tell how that was also like affecting my energy and so like making sure I have movement and stretching and foam rolling and all those things has also been


very crucial for just like my overall like mental state too. So those are the things that come to mind. yeah, our bodies, they definitely talk to us. Oh, I already kind of answered this. So question 32, what habits supported me most? Yeah, so I really got into skincare and haircare this year. And I don't like color my hair or anything. It's more just like,


like the nourishment piece, like being very, very picky about like how I nourish my hair and skin. So yeah, getting really into that. And then yeah, like I said, movement, stretching, foam rolling, even if it's just like a few minutes a day, just really trying to keep that blood flow. And that's another thing too I learned this year is that like I'm anemic, so I need my vitamins, I need my iron.


And that's been a huge game changer just in helping me feel more comfortable in that cold all the time. So yeah, that was definitely helpful. Question 33, what environments helped me feel safe and inspired? Safe and inspired. I have got to say my home life has just been so nice. Like I'm so grateful for my home life with my fiance.


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all our little furry babies. It's just been my sanctuary. It's been my creative space. It's where I live life and I feel like my inner life here at home is so enriching. Like I like barely leave my house y'all. Like I barely leave my house. It's crazy. Especially since we have like our home gym now. Like there's no reason for me to go anywhere. Like


I love being at home. It's so great. And there's like parks super close by. If I go anywhere, I go to the park. yeah, I just, I love our home life. It's so, it's so safe and so supportive. And I just feel like there's just an abundance of everything that we need. I mean, my partner, he's such a great provider and I just feel like


I just really feel like I'm living the dream because when I was a little girl, was again being the neurodivergent baddie that I am, just being out in environments and social environments, it can just be very draining for my energy. so having my home be my sanctuary, my safe space where I can recharge and also like spend majority of my time, it's just how I'm built. I think I'm just built to be this way. And so I'm just


very grateful that that is my reality and that every day is one that I really get to design how I want to spend it. And I have everything at home essentially that I need. So it's so magical.


Okay, question 34. Where did I learn to slow down?


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This is such a good question. I feel like I learned to slow down.


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I think I learned to slow down in my creative work, truly. Not creating for the sake of production, but creating because I care about what I'm making. Because I think there's so much pressure nowadays to be consistent, post every day, post multiple times a day. And I'm like, my god, that is so much to keep up with. And I...


honestly just don't want to do that. Like I just don't want to do it. That's not how I'm built. I like to create when I'm inspired and create when it's something I care about, not just to stay relevant or to appease an algorithm. I just don't want to live my life and base my creativity around a damn algorithm. Like I just don't like that is so gross to me. So I feel like


I put a lot of pressure on myself this summer as I was especially moving more into the content creator role and embracing that more, which is like I gotta make stuff all the time and set up a schedule to do it and it's just, I am, I'm I'm not built that way. And I mean of course I like structure and I need structure and I give that to myself and I build that but.


Again, like being super rigid with it and then feeling like a failure if I don't follow through on everything. That's not helpful at all. So I kind of had like a moment when my fiance and I went on vacation this summer where I was just like, I just need to have fun. I just need to make more of what is fun for me and that's enough. And it won't feel like...


a ton of work and I can make what I want to make and that's more than enough and that was just such a nice reminder and to take breaks, like I haven't been on my phone very much this holiday season because I just don't want to be on it. I just don't care. Not that I don't care about my friends, but it's like I just don't want to have my mental space be consumed by.


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online stuff right now. I want to stay connected to this processing of the end of the year and processing and tuning in words. It's really important for me. So, did I answer the question? How did I learn to slow down? So, where did I learn to slow down? So yeah, think slowing down in my creativity and like in my book, I didn't push myself because I was also kind of like, I want to publish this by the end of the year. And then when it came down to it, I was like,


I'm going to be rushing. It's not going to be good. I'm not going to be exhausted. I'm not going to want to promote it. I think I should just take my time and release it in the spring. And that was just such a gracious decision that I made for myself. And I think it's just going to allow me so much more joy in the process. And I'm just very grateful for that. Just slowing down and creating.


when it feels aligned and not pushing that for any expectations that I might have of myself or that I might feel externally pressure wise. So yeah, that's answer to that one. question 35. We're almost getting there, y'all. We're almost getting to the end. This is the last question for this section. So how did I care for myself when life felt heavy?


This is a really good question. would say... I would say... Like focusing on my body. Like really just tuning into what I'm eating and making sure it's nourishing or like indulging as well. Like I think you can have both be really healthy for you. Like both can be healthy. Even the unhealthy stuff. Like last night, for example, I had a great salad. It was very healthy. I had tuna, you know, the works, the veggie soup.


And then I had delicious chocolate rocky road ice cream because life is about balance. And it's like one was for my body, the other was for my soul. And I feel great. It was perfect. Yeah, I think just really tuning into my body and I think caring for ourselves can also include asking for help. I really learned a lot about asking for help this year. It's of course very beneficial.


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or like what contributes to me asking for help and learning how to do that is having a partner who is happy to help and who wants to and who wants to provide that help. So that's something that I think kind of goes hand in hand with learning how to do that and reinforcing that skill of learning how to ask for help is also being able to have people that will shocker, right? And then I think too like,


practicing and embodying a lot more, I would say, like, self-compassion. And because I think, like, I mentioned a moment ago, like, rigidity was something that I've had to, I've been, learning to let go of more and more. And I think, like, that's something that goes hand in hand with that self-care is also releasing unnecessary rigidity.


and expectations as well. And so that's something to, I think I've been able to just cultivate a lot more just overall satisfaction with life is in doing so, is like not going into things with expectations or like being gentle about like how I'm feeling about situations and not trying to like suppress it.


or just like get through things, but rather like how can I hold myself? How can I ground myself? What's maybe showing up for me that's tender that like I need to give myself extra attention on and do some work around like introspection wise to make these soft spots like contain more healing. So those are different ways I would say I've cared for myself.


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And crying. I love to cry. I'm a crier. Yes. I cry so much. It's great. I have to have that release. Oh my God. Okay. All right. Next section, growth, values, and integrity. Question 36. What values became non-negotiable for me in 2025? This is a good question. What values became non-negotiable? I think balance.


I guess, can balance be a value? I guess so. But yeah, I think balance was key in helping me practice discernment and like say yes and no to certain things, is like if they were balanced. And I think with that, like respect, I think respect was also like a non-negotiable for me. Whether it was like in interactions with people or in agreements, again, like


in order for them to feel balanced, it needed to be mutual respect and just not over giving. I think that's important.


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so I would say yeah balance respect and I think there's one uptrend thing what is what is the word


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I balance... I feel like a broken record. would say like balance also I think in relationships. And like I mentioned in part one, like really seeing a certain friendship that just was not feeling balanced as far as...


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positivity? I don't know if that's right way to put it, in this particular friendship, it just always felt like I was having to do so much emotional labor to care for this other friend's feelings. with that, it felt like I couldn't share about certain things about my life because it would trigger her. actually, I know how think about it. This kind of happened with a couple different friends.


But that being said, just understanding that like a truly balanced equal friend isn't going to be triggered by my happiness or success. Like they can be... I guess this would be the value is like abundant mindset. If that can be a value abundance, is that a value? I guess. But that's how I really wanted to operate this year was like I want to think abundantly. I want to manifest abundance.


Not just monetarily, but abundance of love, abundance of opportunity, abundance of positivity, like all those different things that abundance mindset contains. And that's where I found some frustration with some friends in my life was it was like, because things were maybe challenging for them, like it was like offensive that things were going well for me. And I just don't understand that.


Even if things are challenging for me and my friend is popping off, I don't ever want to feel jealous about that. I want to be like, hell yeah, go off queen. That's inspiring for me. You are showing me that that's possible. Even when I was single last year, my friends who were in happy marriages, I was never jealous of that. I was like, that is so awesome. You're showing me that that is possible. I want it.


my own version of that one day and I found it. And then so like having a friend who was like jealous of my relationship was just really disappointing because it was like, girl, like your person is out there. Like, and it just felt like they were upset that I was no longer single with them. And I'm like, I am still here with you. I'm still supporting you on your journey. But again, it was just like that.


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that lack mentality, it just seemed like it had so much control over her. So that was just really disappointing, but you know, it is what it is, but in staying true to my values of abundance and respect and balance, that was kind of inevitably what led me to releasing that connection with that friend. Again, lovingly, like I only want the best for her, but it wasn't a healthy connection for me anymore. And I wasn't feeling respected.


in that friendship anymore. So that being said, I guess those are my values. I hadn't thought about that much, but there we go. Okay, question 37. Where did I choose integrity over comfort? What comes to mind first is... which is boundary setting. I feel like integrity is like a version of...


remaining loyal to ourselves and loyal to our values and what we also like what we want to manifest and what we want to cultivate in our life. And so there are definitely many moments this year where whether I was coming up against like an anxiety pattern that I was maybe facing and like wanting to behave a certain way and feeling the temptation of that in my relationship, but


not wanting to compromise my integrity and so having that uncomfortable conversation that's vulnerable and telling my partner like I'm feeling really insecure about this and it's like leading me to like want to have this behavior and just putting it out on the table being like I'm not proud of this but this is where my mind is at. I'm really proud of myself for bringing that to my partner and very grateful that he's


healthy man who can hold that and love me through that and not judge me or blame me for it but help me work through that and ground me and remind me that I'm safe and that it's like okay that I'm having these feelings but ultimately I can let them go because I'm safe in this relationship so that's something where I could tell like integrity really helped me overcome the discomfort of that anxiety


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And then also like in boundary setting, like I said, wanting to set healthy boundaries in our relationship to keep the foundation healthy. So as we continue to grow and move forward with our marriage and family, that we have like really healthy boundaries and a healthy foundation. And sometimes that meant having like very real and raw conversations.


But again, like they were very healthy and safe conversations. So I'm grateful for that. And then I think like the boundaries that I set with, and I mentioned this in part one, like I was presented with this job opportunity to be a content creator for this company. And it sounded good, but I was setting boundaries with them and it was kind of uncomfortable. I've never really come, like Erica's gone to an employer and been like,


these are my boundaries. And it was uncomfortable. was a little, like, I had to really work through that process of bringing that to someone, to a potential employer. But I knew, integrity-wise, that I worked very, very hard on establishing balance in my life and that my work has...


immense value. That's why this job opportunity came to me. I wasn't seeking it out, it just came to me. so even though those boundaries led to me turning down that job opportunity because their reaction to my boundaries was super weird, I'm very glad I didn't compromise on my worth and my integrity and what I've learned throughout these past several years of being a professional.


So that's something I'm grateful for. Okay, question.


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38.


How did I redefine success? This is such a good question. This came up for me a lot this year like success. I feel like I redefined success To be like Not just monetary that's definitely part of it, but not attaching my success to money like I think ultimately


it's success if I'm doing something that I love, if it's something that feels aligned, if it's something that brings me joy, and then money is a part of that. And so that's something too that I've really been able to, I guess like...


shape my definition of success as well as freedom. think freedom really goes hand in hand with success. That was another reason why I turned down the job opportunities because they're very rigid on certain things that they wanted and it just would compromise this sacred flow in my own feminine flow with how I've set up my lifestyle and my creative process. I didn't want that to be controlled by anyone.


And so success for me is having the freedom to say no to stuff that's not aligned and to have that freedom to move at my own flow. And that's just...


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invaluable. that's how I've redefined success is really like freedom to be myself, show up, express myself, and move at my own pace I would say. Okay question 39, what did I stop chasing?


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I would say I stopped chasing external validation. That was something I really came up against this year, especially with like shifting to more content creation. Of course, I would start to get like a little crazy on like followers, comments, likes, views, because that's, you know, how you grow and monetize. It's natural. But also it was affecting my happiness way too much.


And it was affecting my creativity way too much. Because then I started to think, like, what can I make? What can I produce to get this result? Rather than just like, what's going to be fun for me? And I don't really care about the result. That's something that has actually naturally shifted to more success and to attracting aligned collaborations and


ultimately me creating work that I like to look back on and it makes me laugh or I feel proud or something I enjoy sharing or something that's connected me to people. That's something that I feel like letting go of the external has helped me with. And now it's like, I mean I'm grateful for all the people who tune in, but it's not something that is a driver. I feel like it's kind of more of a byproduct.


and I'm not allowing negative feedback also influence me. That's just kind of inevitable if you put yourself out there. And of course I've had weird comments or mean comments or whatever on the stuff I've put out there. And I just had to remind myself that they don't know what they're talking about. Like anyone who takes time out of their day to leave a mean comment, it's like they have bigger issues.


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A lot of times it's them operating off of their own assumption or just negativity. And that's not something that I want to shape my reality or shape how I create either. It's like people will say anything. And a lot of times, a lot of it's just not even based in reality or based in truth. And so it's like, I'm not, why do I, I don't need to let that.


influence me or ruin my day, you So I would say external validation. I've stopped chasing that, which I'm very grateful for. So it's just...


It's just like chasing the carrot at the end of the stick, you know? And it's like, I want to stay true to myself and not like...


make stuff just because it's like what I think people want. It's like that's not how I'm designed.


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Okay, last question of this section and then one final section. Okay, question 40.


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Mmm.


I think in 2026, what I'll be carrying forward will be, I feel like I really learned my value and advocating for that and not being afraid to say no to things that don't reflect that value or honor my time. I'm definitely taking that with me.


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since I wanna carry it forward.


Yeah, think also knowing that like as hard as it is sometimes to release certain connections or opportunities just like trusting and the fact that it's making space for the things and people and opportunities that are aligned. Because like with that one friend I was mentioning, I felt a lot of grief when I had to let that connection go. I cried.


And it really upset me and even now I still have moments of sadness. And it's like, I know it's for the best and it's a decision I made to honor myself and to honor my belief of what true friendship looks like and that support and that is mutual celebration and that is abundance mindset and


expansive thinking. I don't want to just like have someone that I gossip with, you know, or just like talk about earthly things. Like I want to explore and grow with my friends. So that's something that I've really needed to explore and I'll be carrying with me into this next year is just calling in more aligned connections. And that also goes for, I would say, like


my power and accepting that I'm not everyone's cup of tea and that's okay and the people and the things again that are really meant for me and that will bring me the most joy, I am that cup of tea for them if that makes sense. just remembering that and it's just another way that I just want to lock in on my self-worth and self-respect.


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Because I definitely felt a lot of, not a lot of, but I definitely felt from some of my connections this year, and even it was reflected back to me just how I can be, or how maybe other people feel intimidated by me. It's not that I'm intimidating, I had to catch myself. It's not that I'm intimidating, but receiving this feedback from people of I feel really intimidated by you, I feel really triggered by you.


and learning to not take that personally, holding space for that person and their experience, but also not making myself smaller because of that feedback. And that's something that I really needed to confront this year and loving those people and appreciating them, but also not...


shaping myself to make myself more digestible for them. It's like, okay, if that's how you feel, that is totally fine. I'll see you when I see you. But knowing that I'm just the right...


flavor for the right people and that the more I show up as my authentic self, the more I'll continue to attract those connections. And I think like just with all the growth I've experienced this year, it makes sense why certain things would be shed because maybe when that friendship was established, I was still in my very wounded state and I was very like used to making myself small or


not living out loud as much or not walking in my truth as much. And just so naturally as I continue to shift, not everybody's gonna stay on that path of me. So what I'm carrying with me is the fact that my power is mine and it's not anything I need to dim and it's not anything I need to be ashamed of and however


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people react to it is their reaction. I don't need to take that on or take it personally. And all the positive feedback I've received from people is something that I'm allowing to nourish me as well, whether it's from my clients or from my fiance or from family or other friends, remembering that there are so many people out there that do support me and that do appreciate what I bring to the table.


and not allowing just one or two things to influence how I see myself or how I show up. So that's something I'll be taking with me is knowing that my power is something that is valuable and necessary and that I deserve to stand in no matter how other people react to it. So that's that.


Okay, final section, you guys, here we go.


Alright, this is the closing the year. Question 41, what am I ready to release from 2025? I feel like I kind of touched upon this, staying small, censoring myself, jealousy, insecurity, feel like I did a lot, a lot, a lot of work on all of those things this year. And it was very


potent work, it very powerful work and I feel like I'm finally moving into a place of it not being a part of my daily life anymore and exploring what life looks like without those things now and what I've made space for and letting those things go and what living to my power


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looks like, feels like how that experience is on a daily basis moving forward. So I'm very excited to continue to practice that embodiment. Question 42, what energy am I grateful for? This is a good question. What energy am I grateful for?


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What energy am I grateful for?


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I'm not sure how to answer this. What energy am I grateful for?


Maybe the energy of love? Is that like too simple of an answer? know. I feel like I'm grateful for... I feel like this year was... it was a year eight for me numerology wise. Which was... or sorry, year seven is what I meant to say. And that was a big year of introspection. That was the energy of this year. And my gosh, was that real for me? I feel like it was a very big year of like...


needing more privacy while also putting myself out there more and needing more sacred alone time in order to create more things that are public. So I think


with 2026 being year eight for me, is like career success, fruits of your labor coming through, abundance. it's, it feels very timely energy wise that like, feel like I did so much internal heavy lifting this year that like I'm able to step forward into this next year feeling very grounded, feeling very prepared.


and I guess informed on how to move forward and knowing myself and knowing I mean just that I'm safe and secure in my relationship as well and that I have all the resources, all the support, all the love that I need. mean that's the energy I think that I'm


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most grateful for is just this energy of abundance truly and just like satisfaction I think too and allowing that to continue to inspire me to move forward as well so. Okay question 43, what version of myself am I honoring goodbye? Honoring goodbye, that's an interesting wording.


I think the version of myself who...


felt like broken or incomplete. I've, or felt like she just needed to heal in order to be ready. But I really have learned so much on a deeper level this year how healing is not linear and just staying in tune with myself is, and honoring my needs is how I feel the most whole and complete. And that can look different on a day to day basis.


And that's okay, that's just how we stay present with ourselves. So I would say like honoring goodbye, that version of myself that felt like she had to do it all on her own, like felt like she was alone or felt like she, like what she wanted was far away or felt like she wasn't doing enough. Like I think that version of me, I'm...


she's able to rest now and this version of me now is very grounded and self-assured and also just nicer to myself. It really is that simple y'all. So that's something I'm very grateful for. question 44. What do I forgive myself for?


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I think I forgive myself for...


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I feel like I forgive myself for a few things like...


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hard to even put into words, like, forgive myself for living too much of my masculine, which I wouldn't say I did anything wrong intentionally, that is pretty much like a result of conditioning, but like denying myself and overriding and masking how I was feeling and...


compromising too much and over giving and all those things that led to burnout and depletion. I feel like I'm forgiving myself for that more and that's something I really came up against when I was writing my book and even like rewatching some of old podcast episodes processing like the breakup that I went through a couple years ago. I just like


see that version of myself who went through just really awful stuff and you know like allowed a lot of stuff or just kept staying in cycles from this place of like self-punishment of like feeling like I need to work harder for the pain to stop or I needed to work harder to be successful and like just all those kinds of things forgiving myself for


denying and again, ignore, not ignoring, I felt it. I was acknowledging it, but I was overwriting it. That intuitive whisper, that's something that I feel like I have been forgiving myself for and as I've been writing my book and rewatching podcast episodes being like, ugh, I just wanna take that girl, because she was a girl. I feel more like a woman now. She was a girl and I just wanna be like,


You do not need to put up with that shit! So, and in that, I feel like I really have, like in that growth, in that forgiveness, that honoring that respect and balance and integrity as I've explained about this here and allowing myself to be really loved, I feel like I have entered my womanhood in a lot of ways. Like I really finally feel like a woman.


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and so that's been really exciting. I still am in my maiden era. I'm not, I'm not in my motherhood era yet, but I feel like I'm in kind of like maiden, 2.0. Like I feel like I'm not like a little maiden nymph anymore. I'm more of like maiden, like siren, like woman. So, that's been really, really nice to step into and explore what that means to me. And it kind of goes hand in hand with that.


Empress archetype as well as I was mentioning. Okay y'all, final question.


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Sorry, my dog is barking again. He is really on alert today. Question 45. What intention do I gently plan a plant for 2026? What intention do I gently plant for 2026?


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And kind of journaled about this yesterday, but I think for 2026, just more, I just want to continue to create more from my heart and really listen to what my heart needs to express and honor that by creating. And also like moving my body more. I've been like working on my yoga teacher certification for


ever now and I say working is very generous. I've been like barely clicking away at it so I really want to do that. Not just so can like teach yoga but I think for me just tapping more into my body is something I've been feeling the call for like in my back especially. Just having more movement and also just like moving energy around I think is going to be really important and tapping into like my breath and all the beautiful things that yoga contains.


I think that that's going to be a game changer for me. So I really want to tap more into that and then...


Yeah, I just can't wait to release this book. It's almost done. I'm definitely like in the editing, kind of like final drippings of poems are coming out. So finally I'm ringing it out. So it's getting there. So yeah, stay tuned. It's going to be out in 2026 and the springtime. But yeah, that's going to feel really good. That's going to feel so good. I can't wait. So stay tuned for that.


Yeah, and just excited to see where this podcast continues to go and then wedding planning! So that's gonna be really fun. So yeah, I'm just very excited to plan my plan our wedding with my fiancees.


Savannah Rose (00:03.993)

2026 will be wedding planning and my book baby and then just more creativity just as my fully expressed blossoming womanly Empress self so that was a lot of fun those were a lot of questions thanks for bearing with me for this part two and especially if you tuned into part one as well


I hope you had a great time exploring these questions yourself. I would love to hear your thoughts in the comments when it comes down to how these questions helped you reflect on this past year or just wherever you are in life depending on where you're tuning in right now or when you're tuning in I should say. But either way this was so much fun to spend this time with you to do this deep reflection to explore so many areas of life. Gosh I feel like it helped me just to


look back in a very intentional way and it's just been so great being able to celebrate life on this podcast with you. So thank you again, wherever you're tuning in from. Thank you for listening, for watching, for sharing. It was crazy when I got my stats with Spotify wrapped this year that my podcast was one of the top shared podcasts. I was like,


That's so cool. So thank you for sharing and for again, just spending your time with me and taking time out of your your life to connect and be on this journey. So I truly appreciate it. I'm so excited for what 2026 brings both of us. And I would love to hear about your journey again in the comments. Please let me know your thoughts, if anything resonated with you, if you're looking forward to anything and if you have


gentle seeds that you're planting for this upcoming year. I'd love to know about it. We can manifest it together. So with that being said, Happy New Year. Thank you so much and many, many blessings coming your way. I wish you all the best. Please again, like, subscribe if you want to stay connected and hear further or guess more conversations further down the road as again, I


Savannah Rose (02:10.925)

many many blessings coming your way. wish you all the best. Please again like, subscribe if you want to stay connected and hear further or I guess more conversations further down the road as again I release my book. I'm gonna be doing an episode all about my book when it's ready and who else? Or who else? Not who else. What else? Who knows?


Savannah Rose (02:25.578)

release my book. I'm going to be doing an episode all about my book when it's ready. And who else? Or who else? Not who else. What else? Who knows? all this talking. What else? Who knows? There we go. But either way, thank you again. I truly appreciate it. And this is Eclipse Evolution. I'm your hostess, Savannah Rose. Bye for now.

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